thinking about it

I played both services today.
Carmen was at 1st.
I asked "Do you want to go for coffee sometime?"
Hesitation.
"Can I think about that?"
"Sure"
I go back to playing.
Is this glass half full or half empty? Is there anything in it at all?

I spent at least 4 hours putting together a historical blog documenting the story of the 1974 R75/6 BMW motorcycle project. http://L726-R75.blogspot.com/ It distracted me so that I would not attempt to analyze things and fall into a hole.

If I ever can stay in town long enough I need to get started on this project. I am really sorry that "or your embrace" blog is not full of personal relationships and that L726-R75 blog is going to get a whole lot more activity. sucks.
Good night and thanks for not reading this.