how sad is that?

I spend my time blogging here and I blog to no one. No body ever reads this so am I technically just talking to myself? Am I really losing it?
With a new battery and all the truck would not start this morning; never mind that it was about -10°. Why a 2004 Ford Ranger wont start but a 1989 Jeep Commanche will, I don't know. I borrowed Luke's Commanche and got to church late for sound check, essentially just in time to start playing. I left between services to pick up Beth and try to start the truck again and got back in time to miss the 2nd service sound check entirely. Run Kevin run!
Carmen was helping out during 1st service and was in the congregation during the 2nd service. This was enough to verify to me that I am crushing on her. My playing and attitude and everything is different because I know that she is there. How immature is that?
Pastor Steve told me that somebody that knew me was looking for me after 1st service when I was running around getting Beth to church. Turns out that it was the Schommers!! Who woulda thought? Somebody that they know was checking into the house and they were there to visit. I missed them but just got off the phone to verify that it was them. I told them that they need to stay here next time instead of spending money on hotels and restaurants. That would be so cool.